Seperated

[LitlHopeAlwys]

Well spoke to W while at work - found out what she wanted -
W wanted to know if S3 could sleep over Wednesday because on Thursday she needs to be at work extra earlier, Of course he can I told her(thinking in my head - more time for me with S3)

Then she tells me she stopped by the house again yesterday when I wasn't there. Asked her why? her reason was S3 wanted to see me, and that she needed somethings. Then she mentioned about when the last time I spoke to a girl was - it was a few days ago - why? just wondering - then she slips and says she went through the call records on the phone. Now she accuses me of having an A with this girl, this girl who I have known for about 15 years, that is the reason that I met my W - she introduced us - even though she had a crush on me. She has just been a good friend for me over time and since all of this has happened - my BF is hit or miss for being around to talk to.
She then says oh its been a few days since you spoke, is that because her H is home from marines? Tried to explain to her not at all - that he have spoken quite a bit since he has been home.

Then she went off on a rant on how can I go bike riding 15 miles a day, but not make an attempt to see S3 except every other weekend. I told her that was the arrangement the lawyers had made, and its hard enough to let him after a weekend, that it would be even harder seeing him that much more. -- Probably not the right answer - just needed an answer.

Wish I would've found a way off the phone before she started on her next bit - Why all of this now? Why are you exercising, eating vegetables, and healthy foods?
All I could say to her is because I'm trying to change to be a better person, and stay healthy.

W then said the all too common phrase - its too little too late - she used an analogy and said its was like a wilting flower - every time the flower wilted, i gave it enough water and sun light to stand up, but now I've pushed too far, and the flower is dead, and no water or light can bring it back.