he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

u are right puppy. u are right.

and i had been there before, i was starting to move on. and i fell again.

this year is just so much harder to move past it.

with everything that happened, with our house, with the business, him leaving his job for the business, coming home and leaving.

and now i dont have time to sit and ponder and gal while still living in our home.

i have to figure out how to have health insurance until he finds another job, figure out how to sell the business and get some money back.

its all hard to swallow when we were once in a care free position at the age of 25. people that young should not have so much money that they dont know what to do with it!

i know i will be ok. and i know this is a process i have to go through.

but waking up in the morning and missing him is just alot to bear right now.