I'm here........

[SueS]

lola, wow! You just made my day!! I really needed that. Love you Southern Ladies.

I feel good with the running. I went to workout on Saturday and I surprised myself with how long I was able to make it. I'm excited about doing my first 5K this Saturday. Nervous, but excited.

So, lola, let me tell you and everyone why you made my day. My day did not start out well at all. Let me take a step back. H was all set up to start a job today that is about 30 minutes away from home. On Friday he was called by a company and given his situation (starting a new job on Monday), they asked if he could come in that afternoon for an interview. He said yes and after all was said and done, he was offered the position. Now, this 2nd position is only 5 minutes away from home (same town). He always joked about not wanting to work that close to me, but now all of a sudden, BOOM, here he is literally just down the road from me. Okay, so that's that. H started the new position today and D5 started back to daycare. All is okay right? No. H got up this morning to go workout. He left his phone at home. No, I did not look at it. However, at 7:25, it rang. I did look at it and I did answer it. The person HUNG UP. YEP, OW. When H got home and he and I were away from D5, I told him that he might want to call his f'ing girlfriend back as she didn't seem to want to talk to me when I answered his phone. I told him that the BS needs to stop. Unfortunately, I didn't get much further. If I didn't leave home at that moment, I'd be late for work. I believe that I will talk to him again tonight. This is absolute crap. I wondered why she called at that time. My only guess is that she thought he was starting the job 30 minutes from home and would be in his car at that time. When I left for work, I gave D5 a big hug and kiss, told her to have fun back with her friends, told H good luck and walked out the door.

I'm angry that the HO called, but I'm okay. I was a bit shaken at first, but I'm okay. It's an odd feeling. I guess I feel like a stronger person that OW and H. I know, it's an odd statement coming from someone who has let her H continue to have his own life, but I do feel okay.

Well, back to work. Busy, busy day.

Take care! SueS