I guess I feel its all a bit pragmatic/perfunctory/mundane?? and NOT romantic. Wheres the passion??
Maybe NOW you understand me a little bit? And you have gotten more, double than triple, more than that even than I have gotten in 8 months?
Hold your horses. Back to basics. What are his LLs? Is he trying to love you the way he wants to be loved? Maybe tell him what you need in a subtle way? I dont know. I obvioulsy messed up in the is stage but I think you have no reasons to worry about... xxx K