total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

its clear husband has crawled back into his hole (as i call it now), and left a path of destruction in his wake.

i had a terrible day yesterday, better today.

did my best not to text or call him, did not wait for him to show up.

so i took my son to the park today and when h called, i did not answer.

sure enough, he was wondering where i was, as if i should have known he would decide to come to the house after being at the store.

i did think about it, but since i did not hear from him, i was not waiting around for him.

i think i did the right thing.

i texted him when i got home that i missed his calls and he can call us at home if he wants. and he did. i did not speak.

later, i texted him to ask if he would be at his parents for dinner.

he said no.

then sent me a text that i should stop writing him.

so i answered with, get off the ego trip, i had a question.

honestly, how he can turn so angry at him on whim is so odd.

it feels weird that he is not here, yet again.

i wonder how this time will turn out.

will he really truly proceed with the divorce (separation).

do i just lay low and wait for dust to settle?

i just cant imagine not being intimate again, its all too weird to me.