Willow, I'm very sorry you are here, but you've come to the right place for support and advice.
Suicide is not the answer....don't give them the satisfaction of doing yourself in. He is not worth it by any means. Living your life to the fullest is the sweetest revenge possible on this earth.
Stop talking to him about her, do not associate w/her and live your life. Death has brought these two together and right now, it's going to be very difficult to get them to part ways. The less you say about it, the better.
Do not discuss anything about this situation w/your friends. These friends are still an integral part of the "circle" and will protect him at all costs. You've just had a good taste of that by them keeping information from you. Come here to talk/vent.
You are never alone here.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
