oh honey, join the club....but do not think about suicide.
u can see my posts under infidelity.
it sucks. it does. it hurts, but u are not too late.
it is absolutely 100% normal to react the way u have.
and lets be honest, how many people can control themselves when faced with this? not me. not anyone.
and knowing her makes it worse.
my h left me for a factory worker from another country, doesnt make it better, i laugh at it actually, but atleast i dont know her.
u can pull it together, atleast in front of him.
read the posts on here, it will help.
read under infidelity, u will find some good advice.
i know about wanted to wipe out the last months, i know all about it.
i wish i could wipe out the last few years.
i wish i could offer some advice, but truthfully, nothing i tell u will take away the pain or the anger.
unfortunately, its a process that we have no choice but to go through.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09