Kara, I will try ur suggestions tonight. I did use to drink chamomile tea & like it. The lavender sounds heavenly! I haven't gone to see a doc yet cuz I am still getting about 5 hours most nights. This morning I went for a 4 mile walk & tonight will go for another hour long walk. That should help get me some deep sleep.

I was thinking this morning that I lived 27 years of my life without a husband! I have definately gotten used to some of the "perks" of getting married & having someone around, but I left my parents home at 17 ....,.. So really I was on my own for 10 years before him & I was happy!

Thank you all so much for ur support. It has totally made my day. Kenn, I will definately NOT go thru any drive thrus! And u are so right about all the stuff we accumulate. This is the first time I actually have "stuff" otherwise, I could basically pack all my belongings in my car & go! I think inthis apartment I am going to throw something out or give something away before I am allowed to bring in something new! Just to try and keep a handle on the "things" in my life.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09