Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

Ok just realised last thread lock....

and it gets worse, I text friend saying about H wanting to meet up and being frustrated and feeling like it was an excuse...but accidentally sent it to H by mistake! no no no.......i can't believe I did that. I tried to cancel it but didn't know if it went or not...

He sent back, 'why dont you ask your friend why H can't be assed to meet you next week? bc H is annoyed you are asking other ppl about things that only concern us.'

and then wouldnt answer my call.

Now what?!?! I can't believe I just did that, I am horrified.