he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

so i decided to text my h that i missed his calls and he can call at home if he chooses...i didnt want him to ever say that because im angry i wasnt letting our son talk to him.

so he called, i picked up and only said hold on, put my son on. when he was done talking, my son wanted to give me the phone and i said, if u are done, u can say goodbye.

im trying here. it hurts, who knows if he even notices or cares that im not talking.

but im trying something new.