A few days ago I went to an IC and also a Dr to get back on an ADHD med. Strattera. I am already feeling the benefits. W texted me Friday asking how the Dr appt went. I was a little surprised that she asked. Otherwise we have not really had any contact over the last 10 or so days we have been separated. I think I have already gotten pretty used to that so I think I will give myself a little pat on the back for that. I have had my good and bad days but have found for the most part changing up my routine a little has worked wonders. I think there may be divorce papers in a file I saw under one of her desks but as of right now they are sitting there collecting dust. I noticed them but didn't look all that intently the last few times I went by for some of my stuff. I am guessing they are sitting there to make her feel ok about this, or to validate her own sense of 'new found freedom'. My goal is to not really wonder or question in my mind what my depressed WAW's actions are really all about.
---- me-36 WAW-32 separation - 5/22/09 WAW twin sister-32 (lives with WAW) SIL H death - 11/02/08 ILYBIANILWYAM - 5/07/09 bomb - 5/07/09
