Well guys, I want to thank you for all the support that you have given to me. When i first found this site i was in a very dark sad place, I was alone, hopeless, and severely depressed.
My hopes were to save my marriage and pull my family back together, but it seems that option has closed, I have moved forward in a way. I still love and miss my wife very much, i miss my stepkids, my house, everything about my old life. However, im at a point now where there is no going back for me. My daughter is without the main priority in life, the fact that none of her family ever tries to contact her in anyway disgusts me, I see the people I love for what they really are now.
You DB'ers are a different strain of people, you love the way that people should love, unconditionaly, You have chosen your partners and you arent giving up on them without a fight. If they could see for just a second the love and effort that takes, how could they refuse such a love?
You all keep on keeping on, and i pray that you get the outcome that you want.
Thank you for teaching me how to live again, and helping me find my inner strength once more. Instead of dreading tomorrow, i look forward to it. No more looking back going Why, im looking ahead saying why not?
Im fortunate, i get a clean slate, i get to build my life the way i want it and i get to raise my beautiful, intelligent and amazingly funny daughter.
Anyway im always a little longwinded, I doubt that i will be posting too much about myself anymore, but i will still pop in and give updates from time to time.
Thanks PD and all you who followed me and posted, and Thanks Dr Weiner-Davis for providing this resource. Im on my feet again!
Mike.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.