Kind of stressing now because H just emailed that he will be staying away longer. I want some peace and some sense of resolution.
I just read an article about how suppressing emotions actually makes them proliferate. I wonder how to just have all of these feelings all the time and function fully without suppressing.
I have some fun plans today. It does feel like there is sort of a grey film over my life so that it can only feel so good but not quite all the way there. You know?
