so u think maybe, this time, maybe, if i do something like that, show him im done, he will change, or soften, or second guess?

hmm.

im afraid to do it.

ive done well not emailing or texting now, over 24 hours. its a beginning.

and with each minute that passes, it gets easier not to.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09