why am i so afraid to do that? everyone tells me to pack his things and i wont do it.
im afraid of making this real, making it peramanent.
either way it has to be done, i have to move in the next few months.
this whole time of under 3 years, he has left and come back left and come back, and my closet has always been full of his stuff, the garage, the drawers etc.
his shoes are by the door and i cant move them.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
