yes, im sure there is a big elephant in the room! and it must stink for her to know he can never truly get rid of me, because of our son.

i pray she meets someone else and leaves him. that is what i want.

it would make this that much better on me. atleast for now.

i hate waking up in the morning. in my sleep i dream we are ok, and then i wake up.

its terrible.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09