he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

u are right, im sure its not too peaceful. cant be.

and with what she was saying the other day, seems she was coming to her sense. problem is, he probably twisted the story again to get her to believe him.

i know she searches his phone, calls back numbers that she doesnt know and asks who they are.

can u imagine?

im trying so hard to let go. i think i need to accept that im trying to let go. maybe that comes first.

but it hurts.

i did not text him last night. i guess that is good.

and i find it funny he didnt call this morning to talk to our son. he always does this, when he is mad at me, he doesnt call him nearly as much.

when things are good with me, he calls like clockwork.