confused.....want to do something.....

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Your positive attitude is great! I need to pick up some of that, well its more the keep it going part that always gets me!

I agree with this statement you said- 'I feel good today that I have handled myself with complete dignity & pride for the past month.' A friend asked me why I am being so calm about everything, they said is it just bc you want H to come back? And while yes someday that may be nice, I said right now that is not an option. I tried to explain that I am choosing to handle things this way for my own peace of mind and happiness, but I dont think I explained it very well. Anyway, that statement really hit it for me.

Good luck with the moving, I know what a pain it can be to box everything up and move and unpack, but just think about how good it will be when all the work is done. I'm sure you will handle the truck ok, lots of people do rent and move themselves. You can do it!

And a new job too that will keep you busy learning all the ropes. I always find it exciting even if I'm nervous about the first day.

I got my hair cut yesterday too, it gave me such a boost, glad to hear it did the same for you. Keep holding your head up high, you will get through this!