Journalling,

I spent most of the day taking care of myself today! It was a great day! I got some highlights in my hair & a fabulous cut! I look good! Met up with a friend for early dinner & had a great time. I will survive this....in fact I will thrive during this time. Normally in crisis situations I totally fail to psychologically win the battle against my own self.....I feel good today that I have handled myself with complete dignity & pride for the past month.

I was getting nervous cuz I have rented a 16 ft Penske truck & will be driving it myself! But , I will perservere! I am sure a lot of people move themselves & rent & drive a truck.... I sill be one of many.

Too tired to continue to write. Still having trouble sleeping! Sigh! I need some shut eye tonight.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09