I took my boys on vacation for the first time by myself two summers ago. We went twice last summer and I have some plans for us this summer. We have an absolute blast and I enjoy their company so much. I didn't even pause to think how different it was without her and I don't think my boys did either. A vacation would be good therapy for you and your kids.
I'm working at it. Roller coaster...sometimes up and sometimes down...and sometimes spinning! I feel OK sometimes, and it disappoints me when I have down times.
Spring Break was the first time we went anywhere without her, and it was hard for me. I hope this summer vacation that I'll do better. I love my kids, and I enjoy their company. But I'm having a hard time with my 12 y/o daughter. She has a lot of anger and resentment towards me.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
