he was back, i think

[bluerain]

Let yourself cry for a while. You have to. But dont let it take over your life. Im sorry that things are so hard right now. You have to stop thinking about them. She won the lying, broken scandalous man that he has chosen to become. She hasnt won your husband, right now, he doesnt exist.

Eventually you wont be able to cry anymore and you will get up and take care of your son and your self and he will be surrounded by the burning wreckage of what he has created. You get to decide where you will be when that happens.