he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i cant stop crying. i just cant stop.

i cleaned out some things in the house, 2 garbage bags full. i guess its a start to get ready for packing.

i cant stop thinking about the ow, how she won him , she gets him.

and i get he isnt much of a catch right now, but he is my husband and she is getting him and probably laughing right now.

i cant stop thinking of how he is hurting me and how he just doesnt care. how could this be?