i am a great baker, i was selling my cookies and thinking of starting my own business with them. my husband was looking into that stuff for me, and was ordering me baking catalogs.

i fell off track with that when i came down with shingles. it became too much energy for me. baking is not so easy!

u just reminded me of the baking i did and catering my husband and i did for the birth of his brother's son in february.

as our gift to them, we catered the baby's bris (jewish circumision/blessing party in case anyone didnt know what that was). i made the favors, individually wrapped chocolate chip m&m cookies. hmm.

im angry at the thought of it, and also put a smile on my face. there is no way im the crazy one here, no way he can walk around like he is fine, like none of the things we did together recently didnt happen.





i guess i can get back to that.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09