OK for men with wives having an affair, has OM...

[pauld2100]

One other thing (I know I type allot!) is I haven't reached that point yet I think she has. She says so many off the wall things and says she has fogiven me but clearly won't forget!
I have simply been neutral and sometimes have pressured her. I did to much of that and can't go back and do what I should have.
Her to late idea is all she cares about every mistake I have made and that it will never change, on my side I have forgiven so many times that I look like a fool. Not that I care what others think, she has said "don't let others tell me what I should do!" That just blows me away as she does everything her friends advise her to do!
I don't know if she will ever hit the reality of this mess...
If she does the chance of me being there is dwindling so fast...
I have forgiven and can but I have never seen her so determined to self destruct, and she knows it and can't understand why...
Her past is a big key, her teens something had to happen. She will destroy anyone that truly loves her without even knowing why.. With the way she has been acting it's like she thinks shes back in high school chasing guys with the other divorcee women, immaturity at it's best!