total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

thanks. i certainly do not promote the divorce, and all i will even give him is a separation.

our finances are a mess, actually too late to even save. by coming home to open our business, he left a high paying job.

so now that the store isnt doing well and he has lost his focus, he is basically unemployed.

regarding his mother talking to him - really doesnt matter. he knows how she feels, she always talked to him about things, we used to be a very close family. he knows his mother and me are best of friends. we live next door to them.

i texted him last night (yeah, i know i shouldnt), saying i wanted him to come back home, that our son is looking to wait up for him (like usual) and that i wanted to also....he answered me with - not today.

what does not today mean?

i am hanging on to words. and i shouldnt.

i even find myself texting him at night, hoping the ow checks his phone, because she is known to do that.