Time. You just have to survive while some time passes. You're in crisis mode right now, understandably. Stay busy. Enjoy your kids. We don't know what the future holds. But you have to get stronger, for your kids if nothing else. I know it hurts, and I know it's devestating. Many people have gone through this, and they made it...you will too! It takes time, you can't rush it. You also have to force yourself to leave her alone, and I know it's hard...but it's absolutely necessary right now. It's easier to wallow, and hurt, and be sad...it's a lot harder to do the work and get stronger and better. Do the work!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
