I don't think that is necessarily a good thing though.

H had issues at work yesterday , so he will be working late tonight, so that means can't go out. No big deal, this is what happens when your self-employed.

Our anniversary is monday, can't beleive its 18 years, I asked him last night if we were going to do anything, he said we could go to dinner... he was in a bad mood, don't know why, i just ignored him. I have to try and not let his moods effect me, but its hard.

so just me and the boys today. Need to find something to do with them.

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.