Flicka, I have lived in Alaska for about 21 years, I moved from Oregon with my parents. I spent a lot of time travelling so I have seen other places, and really, theres no place I'd rather be! I think that hes very attatched to Alaska, not so sure to me, but for some reason Ak got under his skin. Probably the relaxed firearms laws, knowing him.

New developments: H texted me earlier this evening, as usual, but this time about an hour after we said goodnight, he sent me this:
I just want you to know that I'm incapable of finding a relationship now because of the emotional connection I've re-established with you. I dont know what that means exactly, but either I need to sever this so I can move on, or we need to see where we stand. Before I hit send, I just want you to know that I realize how importatn this is and if you never want to hear from me again, I'd understand. I'm sorry if this disrupts your life. I really dont know what this means for either of us. Dont respond now, Ill maybe talk to you tomorrow.

I havent responded yet. I dont know how to. I dropped the rope! I dont remember how to pick it back up! I am at a loss as to what to do next. Im trying really hard to not put too much into this... but imagine, if text messaging saved my M!

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...