he was back, i think

[lola485]

Babe, I know, I know! If you're like me you're wanting to hold onto the person who used to be there. I'll be in a store or something and look around and go "How could I possibly have a relationship with any of these people? I want him". But then I think about the last 6 months and all of the lies, all of the nights I discovered he had seen her when he was supposed to be with friends, all of the emails I saw (and kept...I look at them sometimes). You said it yourself...you're too young, too pretty, and too smart for this! This doesn't mean that in the future there might not be a chance, but right now we have to look at right now. How are we going to get through today, through tonight, with respect and dignity intact? Sounds feeble, but I signed up for a writing class that starts in 2 weeks. I'm really looking forward to it. I used to write when I was in high school. Maybe it will open up the door to a book, wouldn't that be a scream?? And I will not change the names to make sure I incriminate the guilty, LOL! So sorry about your ticket...that cop must have been an a**. A little empathy would be nice. My parents are going to be here soon to take me out to dinner. I'll check back later to see how you're doing. Remember, one step at a time!