im so not ok.

i tried not to text or call him today.

i went into the store because i needed to pick up and fill out some papers for our health insurance.

he was in a terrible mood, most likely because of the business, but either way, terrible terrible grouchy mood.

i can only hope he behaves that way for the ow.

all i want is for her to leave him and meet someone nice for herself.

i dont wish harm, just that she should leave him!

i hate that he can tornado his way through my life and my families' life, come and go, go and come, and then lie his way back to her.

talk about a man in crisis.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09