flicka, Ill go to Anchorage, (recently featured on the show Gangland, what a distinction!) Im already in a program through that university, so I wont have to transfer or anything.
I just cant afford to keep waiting here for him to come home, even though I am very comfortable in my house, Ive worked hard for years to get it just how I want it! And I think that if he decides he wants to come back, it wont matter where I am. I think that your right, and the biggest obstacle is how well he will be able to forgive himself and if he thinks that this can be overcome. He says that hes trying, and I think that our communication has helped a lot.
I go back and forth between how deeply I will ultimately be able to forgive too. I often think that I dont want to be his friend, I want to be his wife, I want him to fix what hes done. And Im fairly certain that seeing him move on romantically would break my heart. I like to think that I have forgiven, I do feel like its not going to do me any good to carry around the blame and anger, Im just not positive that I am there just yet.
I think that the hardest part of moving will be not owning my place, I really like taking care of my house, and I love to paint! And I have so much junk!
Karen, I think that after watching my older dog age Im going to stay away from the large breeds, shes only going to be 6 next month and shes really starting to have a hard time. Being 100+ lbs is just too hard on their bodies and their so big that you cant help them, carrying them down stairs or something like that.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
