i feel like going to the store now and handing him money. and i shouldnt.
Doodles,
Re-read those two sentences of yours. Therein lies the key to real, successful DBing, and therein also lies the problem YOU'RE having.
DBing isn't complex, but it does take DISCIPLINE. Until you can force yourself to "Do the Right Thing," instead of what you FEEL like doing, you will never have any success.
You can't afford to keep operating entirely by your feelings. Especially when you know it's not the right move.
