Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

Glad you were able to busy yourself Trusting. Smart move!!

I have been struggling with jealousy lately. Jealous of x and how many women he has been with and "TrieD" to have relationships with. He is onto another -- broke the heart of a couple in between. I think since the break up since Bimbo in August he has had hmmm 4 "relationships"..

What am I jealous of?

Stupid things..
how easily he gets women
how easliy they fall for him
how easily he gets to just "have fun"

and of course..that through all of the women .. he does not want me.