You are still in shock. Don't be too hard for yourself. You believed him when he said he would stay and make it work and with the store as well.
So he wants to be chased? Does he deserved to be chased? Is he worth fighting for?
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09