Yes Yoyo I am and it is got to stop. I think alot of it is what my perception is of how H should be working on the M, and how he is actually able to right now.
He still is talking to OW about a mutual friend of ours that is sick and that bothers me but, i have said nothing right now as i am waiting to see if he takes it any farther than that. If he does I will talk to him about it.

I read SG's post on limbos thread and took some of her advice.

1: I need to listen more and talk less

2: Tell H what i want/need

3: Don't assume he is not working on us

I also need to work on my weight and overall positive attitude a little more I feel.

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez