FIB, I am all confused about what the right thing to do here is, so I am going to say, go with your gut. What is your inner voice telling you? Put aside all the other stuff and listen.
I do know that in order for you to be able to live with yourself, you will do what you feel is best for your son. Ultimately, that is the most important thing, in my opinion.
You and your son will be in my thoughts and prayers today. I am here if you need to talk.
