OK. I am sitting in the shoe section at Walmart posting this on my phone. H saw therapist today and didn't feel comfortable with her. He says he'll look for a guy therapist. And he says he is getting sick and not feeling well, so he is just really quiet. Then he said we needed body wash and told me I could go to the store, before the kids were in bed and he never does that. I know that none of this means anything, and I built up this therapy appt like it was gonna make everything all better. I have been so hopeful, but tonite it all seems to be a waste of time. I got Passionate Marriage and started reading it. It is not an easy read. He will never be open to slogging thru all that. Very sad. Crying in the shoe aisle.
