So, I was planning on going to a big art event that best friend of H is doing tonight. But after much deliberation decided not to walk into that snake-pit (all of H's friends who like me well enough but I have no idea how they would respond to me)...I feel like this is the healthiest choice, not to go, but it is something I am really interested in and I also was hoping to dress up and show them all that I am fine.
Feeling pretty vulnerable so I think it is the right choice to skip it but I also feel like I'm missing out on something...
