It has been so difficult ever since I have been going thru our things. H has just left everything for me to manage. I went thru it all & got rid of slot thAt just wasn't needed. I am feeling very down today. I made an apointment at a salon for highlights on Saturday. I am meeting a friend for an early dinner on Saturday @& then another friend on Sunday for lunch. Then I just have Mon & tues & then on Wednesday my move starts. Today it seems like it's minute by minute...
The more time that goes by the less hope I feel for our M. He is just fine isolating himself. I cannot fight that.
I just have to remember that I can only control me. I am excited to start my new job & move into my new apartment! That will be great. I am going to focus on that!
