d-day coming soon - help !

[misshim]

Just got off the phone with my lawyer, she left me a voice mail at work this am. Of course she wants to make it hard on him. I just can't do that. My L thinks he's for sure in MLC. I told her - yea, I already know that. My L says he might change his mind before this is all thru. I told her about you Grace and how great it has been to "talk" to someone.

Now I have to send her some more paperwork. This is sure depressing !! But it has to be done. I can't bury my head in the sand anymore.

Since I have nothing else to lose, I might just ask my H this weekend if this is what he really wants.

I foolishly texted him and told him my Lawyer left me a message, and what a shame this all is to have to go thru. We should have worked this out together and raised our daughter together under one roof. --- He texted back, I AGREE

I asked him what he meant by that and he never answered.

I think I just buried myself. Instead of showing strength, I weakened.