Seperated

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Called the W today while at work to find out how S3 is doing. We only spoke briefly - she took him to doc this morning - he has an ear infection and a cold - on medication. And she is still sick and not feeling well at all.

Then she turns the conversation on to me - saying do you have any idea how much I hate you? I tell her yes and i understand why you do. Then I get a you ruined everything. All I could do was agree with her and change the subject by telling her I would rather not discuss this now while I am at work, and later would be better.

End of conversation - I hate this roller coaster and that she keeps bringing up the past and throwing it back in my face.

I know its only been a little over 3 months that we have been separated, but does it ever get any easier if so when?

Or is it that I am just doing something completely wrong? I don't try to bother her - I give her her space, and every now and then I call to see how her and S3 are doing.