May sound foolish, but I love when my D4 and I mow the lawn together. I have a large riding lawn mower and she sits on my lap with her "babies" and we all mow together. It takes me about 3 hours. D4 gets a little bored but she'll hop off for awhile and swing on her swingset and then hop back on. One weekend she actually fell asleep on my shoulder for the job. I loved it, she slept like a baby and then I could give her kisses while mowing. Ha --
With me working so far from home, I enjoy the weekends to just be at home. Plus I always have alot of work to do there. Inside house as well as outside. Not enough hours in the day.
Walking with my D4 in my corn field is fun too. We see what kind of animal tracks we can find. The other day she told me she saw a dinosaur paw print. Ha-ha
H came over last night to drop D4 off. He stayed until D4 bedtime but said he had to leave. I just said OK have a good night. He ended up staying for awhile. He told me he wasn't feeling well and was going to go home (his parents) I asked him if there was anything I could do. He said he just has alot on his mind and it's too much !! I just said if he needs to talk to someone that I can always be here to listen. I told him to take care and he said he's been taking care of himself since he was 12 years old and he sure can do it now. That is dillusional because he lived at his parents farm all his life, until he met and married me when he was 31. His friends said he was always spoiled (he was the 5th- last born). Even now he drops whatever he's doing to help his parents. (but he tells me he despises them!) Very mixed up feelings for him. He thanked me and gave me a hug.
The roller coaster ride continues for him and I. But I decided that if I have any money left over I'm going to buy a motorcycle for myself. I grew up on them (I have 2 brothers who always rode) so I thought that on H's weekends I can go riding. But then foolish logic set in. My luck I'd crash and have no medical insurance (he carries me now). Oh well !! Maybe someday
Have a good day
Me: 46 H: 38 D: 6 M: 8-2-2003 Left Nov. 28, 2008 - He filed for D 2-18-09 1st D-Day was 6/9/09 H missing papers FINAL: 8/1/09 done thru the mail
