Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

You're right Kassie...patience, patience, patience. This has been a rough week for some reason, though. I'm having difficulty sleeping, too. I am anxious about something or stressed. When the stress is bad or I feel something just isn't right, I have this weird (what I call) six sense...my hand breaks out in a weird rash..it's like ecsema (sp?)...and it last for a few days, maybe a week. But, it's been here for two weeks and it's the worst it has ever been. I start to panic thinking about what is going to happen...like it's some predictor of bad things to come. Someone call the mental hospital...I swear that I wonder sometimes if that is where I belong. I don't know, maybe the psychosomatic effects are making it worse. Maybe it's because I haven't had more than 4-5 hours of sleep each night in the last two weeks. Today, I'm living on 3 hours sleep...this sucks.

But, I am here..there is coffee and it's almost Friday.

Oh, and to answer your questions above...it's June 12th. K's is June 18th.