he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks. the business is going to go under, i can only hope to see some of the money we put into it.

my husband lied from day one to the ow, about absolutely everything. i can only wish it catches up with him.

ive told her the truth, it seems she isnt believing much from him now, but that is her choice.

my wish is that it catches up with him.

i remind myself that if she "wins" him, she doesnt have the person i once had. he isnt that person.

that person would never do this.

she seems to think our "divorce" will be final soon.

ha, wait until she sees how long it takes and that im only agreeing to a separation.

she is looking for citizenship.

but really, its not about her. i cant help but think about her, but its not about her.

i need to move on.

i am a good person, so naturally i think of the good in people and the good in him. i need to stop.

as im thinking the good in him, feeling bad about him about how he wanted our business to work, is he thinking and feeling bad about me? about how he left his wife and son all alone for so long, coming home and leaving now 2 times, having an affair, lying about it and throwing away all of our money?

no.