Well it's now almost 4 am and I can't sleep. My H came upstairs to take his medicine and then it was right back downstairs where he has been sleeping all night.

I wonder if after our counseling session things are worse. Made a huge mistake earlier - he came upstairs to make himself something to eat (I was just trying to stay out of his way) - I asked him if he was pissed off and he said I'm not anything at all. His body language says otherwise.

Our next counseling appt. is not until next Thursday night. I hope this is not how it's going to be until then. I'm going to have to get out of the house and keep myself busy. I'm losing patience with him and I know it.

Not feeling too hopeful right now.