Ok, the wife keeps calling me but not my daughter. She asked me today if my daughter was still angry w/ her? I said about what? She said about me not being there. I said I don't think she's angry but I know she doesn't like what you're doing. She said well, if she wants to call later she can. I told my daughter and she said "I will not call, if she wants to talk w/ me, SHE can call!" Ok, I wish I was as resolute as my daughter. My wife also said she would like to take me out for my birthday on Friday and what do I want for my b-day? Ok, I told her she didn't need to get me anything although I wanted to tell her if she wanted to get me something then come home but I didn't. She told me to pick a place to go to for dinner and she would take me. I have mixed feelings about this. Why does she keep calling? My daughter told me that when she visited her last Sunday, she told her that she didn't consider herself married yet she keeps calling me every evening and is offering to take me out for dinner? I don't get it. Is she doing this to keep her options open? Or is she just being nice because she feels guilty? Other weird stuff--she's not working out as much and she talks about eating junk food all the time again. I know women do extreme stuff like dieting and working out for a reason. Could that reason be gone? Or am I speculating too much?

I had a pretty good first half of my day. One of my Airman asked if I would pace her for her PT test. The first half of the day was productive and uneventful. The second half, I started thinking about my sitch again and am wondering if there is an end anytime in the near future. I have actually been doing well for about a week until this afternoon. Hopefully this is the last of these pangs of heartache.


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!