he was back, i think

[bluerain]

Ugh. Disgusting. I hate the lying. Im glad that you called him on it. Can you run the store yourself? I dont mean indefinately, but on days when he leaves early can you close it? I think that one of the things that annoys me the most is a store that you cant count on to be open during posted business hours.

Once the house/business sells, whats your plan? Do you have a career to fall back on? I totally know the terrible feeling of not knowing whats going to happen next month as far as paying bills goes.

You should figure out a day when you wont have to talk to him/see him and set it aside to have a H free day. figure out a day when you wont need to discuss the business or your son and really spend it focusing on you. I found that I would be able to feel good until I saw or thought of H. If you start to wonder what hes doing, just acknowledge that thats not what you are supposed to be thinking about and move on. Do something that you love, whether its hiking, gardening, sewing, hanging out with girlfriends, whatever. Just make sure that you minimize his presence in your day... he sucks right now, he doesnt deserve your time of day!