I think I'm numb. Just know I can't control H anymore, like I ever could, and that's that. I just created a timeline of events. A lot has happened since H went away to 'think'. But it all comes back to focusing on what we can control.
For me, that means controlling my reactions and thinking long and hard about what to do now for myself and the kiddos.
BTW, the repeat-mammogram came back negative. Nothing to worry about!! That's a relief!
