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The more you tell us over and over, that this is JUST friendship, there is NO chance of reconciliation from him and you dont want it anwyay.. the more I dont believe you!!


Seriously Ali...believe it. I may hate myself, but not enough to do that to me. He's a nice man in most ways, just not the man he once was and I can't live with the one he is now. So...no reconciliation.

I can't really ask him those questions right now because he has no income. If I thought I could get an answer, then I would definitely ask.

Do you ever think that he thinks about what his actions have done to me? I wonder if he cares one way or the other. Just a passing thought. Hmmmm....that would require him to have feelings for someone other than himself....HA! Yeah right!


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!