(((((Kalni))))) It has been a bit sad, but usually not too bad. Now that it is getting "real", I'm having those doubts and second thoughts pop into my head, but I think that they are just "noise". The was I was/am living isn't what I want, and if I didn't want that, I had to change it. Maybe there were other solutions, but they would have taken two of us, and two of us were not interested. I waited. And, even though it seems it was a waste of time, it was the right thing to do.
Now it's time to find the road to "Happytown". I think I may be deathly afraid of beavers for a while, though.....
